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Erimica

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posted January 28, 2002 20:21      Profile for Erimica   Email Erimica   Send New Private Message      Edit/Delete Post  Reply With Quote 
just tell me what you feel/get from this, please.

when the rays of sunlight haven't yet poured into the desert-green wasteland i call home, i stumble out of bed. each morning, expecting something new. and each afternoon, nothing in return. expectations are shot. hopes and dreams are not yet shattered, but forced to their knees.
the exterior is a girl; smiling, and dancing through the day. beneath the rough surface, however, is nothing short of self torment.
i say fuck trying.
this decievingly shining, still imperfect [far from perfect] self has come to the end of the ever-fraying rope.
this morning after mourning. i fear the worst, although i tell myself the worst has passed.
the few that glimpsed the dark abyss of confused anger and suffering have all run madly into the sunset. nothing more is left to show, or to give, or to try.
i said fuck trying.
and so have you.

now the few that are left, what sense did that make?

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~Erica


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Ewan

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posted January 28, 2002 21:23      Profile for Ewan   Author's Homepage   Email Ewan   Send New Private Message      Edit/Delete Post  Reply With Quote 
It's sad. Almost like a poetic suicide note.

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Having fun or dying young?
It's hard to tell.

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PunkMunkey

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posted January 29, 2002 07:33      Profile for PunkMunkey   Email PunkMunkey   Send New Private Message      Edit/Delete Post  Reply With Quote 
Leaving hope behind.

How emo.

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Have you ever felt like you've been cheated?


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Wasting Too Much Time

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posted January 29, 2002 10:38      Profile for Wasting Too Much Time   Author's Homepage   Email Wasting Too Much Time   Send New Private Message      Edit/Delete Post  Reply With Quote 
i'm the backwards man, the backwards man.


guuuuh... made a little sense? maybe...
buy him/her toys! lotsa toys! toys are fun! yay for toys!

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you could say i do at least.


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Zach

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posted January 30, 2002 13:21      Profile for Zach   Email Zach   Send New Private Message      Edit/Delete Post  Reply With Quote 
yeah, i see it as a suicide note too.

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When you close your eyes are you satisfied?
When this is all over there will be nothing left.

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